Hi. Saw The Departed last nite. It was fucking amazing. I love mobster movies, especially when they are done really well. Def made me feel a little sick, though.
Feel kind of funny today. Totally woke up in my bed this morhing and have NO memory of getting there. I only had 1 beer at dinner, so I def wasn't drunk. Weird. Maybe my friend slipped me some rufies when we got back last nite. haha! jk.
Up early to meet my bio lab partner. We are doing an experiement w/ wasps & dif wavelengths of light. Fun.
Okay quick list to make me feel good.
Things I am happy about at moment:
- The muffin i just ate
- JC fixn my guitar so it sounds all sweet
- New jean size!
- this pic of me humping ronald
- LOVE kat
22 comments:
mmm. i want a muffin
yeah it was zuchinni or however you spell it. homemade even.
im going grocery shopping. Maybe ill pick up some stuff to make zuchinni bread, cause that sounds amazing
yeah def a good use for zukes. i am at work right now but sneaked off to blog. haha.
i love zuchinni carrot muffins.. today i settled for a dry blueberry..and a green tea
Have leftover chicken in fridge. Come make soup w me?
Where the f are you?
ricker= ROCKER!
even hard core rockers mis spell. sort of. sometimes. shit i lost THE COOL.
life strums on my heartstrings
with blistered fingers,
calmly humming the same old song.
when pain harmonizes with the melody,
i turn my ears inward
and focus on the rhythm
that rests between each heartbeat -
it resonates,
it echoes
and i learn to play along
when things are out of tune.
i learn to sing along
when things are out of tune,
i learn that it's not wrong
to want to dance so soon
and release my wounds
into the soundwaves of sorrow
and never listen again.
i'll become wild with silence
then plant sound effects in the ground
and watch the seeds grow
then know to expect more out of life
than the same old song.
that poem is by my friend marcus amaker(outlaw slam poet)... he rocks too.
i feel like this
alot
em, just what i needed to hear. i realized today that i am a total slacker and i am totally fucking myself by acting just so. spend so much time trying to justify my actions (or non-actions) that i am burned out from not trying. can't even relax enough to slack properly.
that sounds like a bunch of bs contridictions, but i swear it makes sense to me.
update
i am queen procrastinator!
i have so many dirty clothes that need washing and folding all over my room that when you walk in it smells like a hampsters cage. yup im gross. and lazy right now. oh wait i work like 80 hours a week. phew! excuses excuses, im good at those too.
im ok. super raging pms, i swear each day at work has been hell FOR EVERYONE ELSE!
you know that movie with michaekl douglas called "falling down" where he just gets out of his car on his way to work on a crowded freeway and just starts taking people out.
THAT IS HOW I FEEL!
plus i just had ANOTHER break up. geesh what the fuck! it was a doozy too! he was a lot like jeremy , not saying jeremys not a good person but a LOUSY boyfriend and i just couldnt go there again. mazza was too god damned much! red flag, and i actually paid attention for once.
oh for those of you who dont know i have changed my plane ticket to costa rica for jan 1st. solo trip, saving more money until i go and using this time to learn my espanol better and make a sweet game plan! scottie lambshanks will be there then! woo woo! i swear i would marry that boy if we were not such wonderful friends. any girls want to come for a week let me know! we are renting a villa on the carribean coast for a week! A MANSION type villa. part of scotties family owns it. of course.
ok im off to the thursday night poetry slam at kudo coffee lounge. love you all!
oh P. eni S.
im coming to nh for a surprise weekend visit cause i have all this extra loot. but i wont tell when. whats your address kat cause im just going ot show up at your door with ganja cupcakes.
emilee, i had a dream u took a surprise trip to nh!
mag you are spooky psychic.
i have a month off between dec & jan. maybe i'll check out costa!
yay come visit!!!!
going to fly up with my mum and drive down the rest of hers and my crap we left up there. not sure when. kat im totally using your blog for my own personal updates. hahah maybe i should just start one up again? went shopping today and bought a shit ton of vintage clothes cheap. i lost some weight, as i usually do when im single and needed an update! miss you girls!
hey cool. hurry up and get here. i lost a bunch o weight too finally. 20 lbs. since July. sounds like a lot, but i was kind of a chubalard for a bit!! had to buy all new pants and undies. hahah! i tell you, chem class is an excellent diet if you are the type to lose pounds over stress.
wow 20 lbs is a significant difference! shit kat you must look and feel amazing! congrats! cant wait to see you.
yes, em, start a blog again
mle- def start a blog. all teh cool kids are doing it.
mle- why dont you come here for a visit? Oh and will you be home for christmas?> cause i wiiiilllll.
Kat- call me sometime sista.
seriously, whats going on with the update?
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